Fall n Recovery !!

College ---- an institution we join after r school... a place which we think will b jus like d innocent days of school but is isnt that way !! we cum here wid loadz of expectations n thoughts but they get ruptured very soon once d regular routine starts !!
School was a place 4 us where we enjoyed every bit of experience starting from d happy moments spent wid friends 2 d scoldings we got from our teachers !! n we expect d same once we cum 2 college !! But Alas! we face things which r much more different n complicated !! some cope up wid it but some get really depressed...lyf becmes a living hell.... friends r no more d simple ones, they're jus 4 formality n sum r "DEVILS IN DISGUISE" !! teachers think themselves 2 b gods n thus their nose is all dtime high up in d air.... n to top it all, d unwanted politics dat goes on in every aspect jus breaks our head !!
But, where there's a will there's a way !! in 2day's world most people r selfish n self centered..they think no-end of themselves !! but in dat crowd we can still find a few whose wavelength matches wid ours !!
Lyf took a total U-turn 4 me in my 3rd year.... I was living in my own dreamworld where i thought nothing wrong could happen !! Lyf was so impeccable dat i took it 4 granted dat it'll always b like dat n 4got dat change is d only permanent thing in lyf....n as usual, it dint take time 4 d U-turn 2 cum...it became hell from paradise...i seemed 2 b losing every1 around me....d 1 i loved 2 d core just left me in d lurch n went away...my friends who i thought wud b a support 4 me n always b there wid me coz they were supposed 2 b so close 2 me, also left me !! I became totally depressed...but then i realised dat i had more friends who were so gud...d people who i was jus normally friends wid were d real ones n not those who i thought were close !! they never seemed 2 leave me n formed d backbone of support in my lyf wen every1 left me...apart from my parents, they were d ones who were there wid me !! n as sum1 said correctly, "Friends r d 1 Who Come in Wen d Whole World Goes Out", they all came into my lyf n it jus changed !! i got close 2 d ones who i never thought i could....in class i got a whole gang who were so so gud dat i was extremely happy...in d hostel i got a few more angels who make me complete n i jus cant imagine lyf widout them !!
So it was literally a "Fall n Recovery" situation 4 me !! I then realised dat lyf is full of ups n downs n we should b strong enough 2 face it...although I'm an extremely Emotional n Sentimental person, but in 2day's world these emotions make a person weak n helpless... I cant change completely by being widout emotions n sentiments n I wont also....but 2 stay in this harsh world of 2day, we hav 2....n mayb i also hav but jus a bit coz I wont b myself if i really do..n 1 thing dat i learnt was "Dont Make Sum1 A Priority In Ur Lyf Wen Ur Jus An Option In Theirs" !! So probably after all this, i can jus thank all those people who r always there wid me through thick n thin n not 2 4get my parents who've always supported me......

THANKS A LOT GUYS....LOVE U LOADZZZZZZZZ...N WILL ALWAYS MISS U !!

Now i seriously feel dat my College's gettin over so soon !! I wish it wudnt..............